| Tonight |
[20 Feb 2006|11:38pm] |
Last night I slept bad. Bad dream. Etc. Anyway.
I went to Shannons today. We made cupcakes. And giggled. Mike, Nich, and Mel came to get me. Things were weird. I got weird vibes from everyone, and my drugs weren`t helping at all. So i thought everyone was angry or somethin. Dunno...
We walked to mikes. Nich had to go home for a bit. Mel complained Mike and I were "lovin" toomuch. But its not physically possible that i did. cause i`m broken as shit. Nich came over later, and we went to value village. Mike and I went to dollarama...and we got the coolest fucking things EVER. Matts gunna have the best party evvvvvvvvvvveeeeeerrrr. We giggled how I`m too gimpy to kiss, and we have pathetic 7 year old kisses. BUt whatever it was fun. And he raped me with a sword..and banana holder...and a .glass thing. ahah it was fun.
Then we went to value village. mel tried on EVERYTHING. We all left with sooo much crap. Mike let me put his hair in pigtails in public. I enjoyed it. and if i wasn`t so broken I would of humped him. ahahah. BUT ANYWAY. Then we went to rock and bowl.
Mel found a hot girl with dreads. Mike tried to teach her how to pimp. ahaha...
werd. Then I kicked everyones ass in bowling. I one all the games. And I got 112. Which is good for me. Strikes liek whoa.
Gimpy
Nipples
Kitten
Betsy
aahaha those were our bowling names. I was kitten. Mike was gimpy. Nich was nipples. And mel was betsy. Weee. It was a fun night. These little 11 year old hookers were fat and ..dancing beside us. I wanted to throw ..shoes at them. And other people near our lane kept on talking to us. They thought mike was a drop out. And they thought we were in college. aahahaha. The guy thought I was named Lora. Mel was Alex. Nich was Dave. And Mike was Garfunkle...(but i cant spell).
Yeah..interesting night. I was a little pissed off about one thing. but it wasn`t worht getting upset about. And i`m on drugs. So who fuckign cares.
Tomorrow is movie night. Me, Nich, Mike, Ashi, Matt, and maybe mel.
Werd.
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| Friends Only |
[17 Feb 2006|04:39pm] |
I haven`t made a fancy little friends only thing before, but just so you all know, my journal now is FRIENDS ONLY.
If you want to be added, just comment, or something.
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[22 Jan 2005|04:45pm] |
my dates are still messed up.
the internet isn`t working good..so...i`ll get kicked off soon.
if you are as bored as me. please call me. and do soemthign with me.
PLEASE. I hate christmas break.
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[15 Jan 2004|04:34pm] |
Come, come, come into my world
Won’t you lift me up, up, high upon your love
Take these arms that were made for lovin’
And this heart that will beat for two
Take these eyes that were meant for watching over you
And I’ve been such a long time waiting
For someone I call call my own
I’ve been chasing the life I’m dreaming
Now I’m home
I need your love
Like night needs morning
Come, come, come into my world
Won’t you lift me up, up, high upon your love
Na na na na
Take these lips that were made for kissing
And this heart that will see you through
And these hands that were made to touch and
feel you
So free your love
Hear me I’m calling
Oh won’t you
Come, come, come into my world
Won’t you lift me up, up, high upon your love
I need your love
Like night needs morning
Oh won’t you
Come, come, come into my world
Won’t you lift me up, up, high upon your love
i love this song.
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[08 Jan 2004|10:17am] |
most diffently watching fischerspooner videos in class...again.
wo0t.
18..and "ready"
no one was ever young, no they never were, no not anyone.
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[07 Jan 2004|03:30pm] |
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way to be fuckin immature marla. you and your friends need to get your ass kicks.
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| DETROIT SHOW |
[04 Jan 2004|11:29am] |
So last night was the mindless self indulgence concert. *thrusts* *unf*
It was really good.
At the starting, when tub ring opened (awsome band), these jerks who were way to old to be living were yelling at them. and kept telling them to fuck off, and that they suck . and they yelled "wheres the heavy parts? like mindless". what fucking retards. and then the singer told them off, and when one of the jerks left, he was liek "i know why he left, it was cause he was a juggolo". lol.
When msi came on, jimmy had a stuffed coyote thing on his shoulders. and it was stuffed with cotton, and cotton was coming out of its ass. I touched jimmys little penis. when he stood above everyone. and everyones hands just sorta shot up his skirt. Soon after some kid was like "jimmy i wanna have sex with you" and he was like "i know you all wanna have sex with me, but i just jacked off, so i`m amuned". jimmy ran up too the balcony, and he was liek "i`m not a monkey. i`m similar though. cause i have a tail, i can make monkey sounds, and i can throw a banana". There is just so much that happened. Some bits that sucked, was those jerk guys from the tubring set, kept on shoving there hands up my skirt and shirt. fucking dicks. but then they left me alone, cause girls around me yelled at them. Jimmy made lots of emo comments. like when everyone was singing along, he was liek "that was liek an emo moment, like dash board". lol. Ugh. After the show, I met kitty, and shes such a cute doll face. I met steve, and hes just weird. I met jimmy, and he was nicer then i thought he woudl be. Cause he made fun of all these kids, but didn`t make fun of me. He was just nice, then he signed this glowing ball thing from mc.donalds, and he thought it was a pokeball. Then some girl told him about my cancer hole. and he said he was sorry about it and stuff, and he said he woudl help move people so i could leave with out getting it ripped open. Oh, and i turned into a poser, and probably got like 3894723 std`s, cause i made out with jimmy. lol. I gots many pictures, probably nmost will suck. cause peoples hands got into the way, all the time. I bought the ep. its supah good. the starting of brooklyn hype, sounds like the songs from ecco the dolphin sega game. After the show, i found meghen cause everyone else was missing. and the drummer and bassest from tubring yelled at bob to kiss me. so we just sorta sat and stared. and her friend stuck up the middle finger. and then we grinned, and meghen put up her hand and cover our faces and we made out. and then tub ring boys were like "that was fake!" it was good times.
i wanna go to the new york shows now :(
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[02 Jan 2004|09:12am] |
2 DAYS UNTIL MSI! 2 DAYS!
wo0t!
*huggles el quacko*
yeah. my dates on livejournal are all screwy. and in another year.
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[30 Dec 2003|08:09pm] |
Today I was sitting and thinking, while I was doing nothing. And I thought back to the time I actually was happy. And its been along time. I have never felt happy with the position I was in. Except one day in the summer. It was perfect. I was at camp, and by myself, for an hour, in the middle of field. There was flowers all around me, and I just sat there...listening to music , I dont remember who...but it doesn`t matter. I was so relazed, and I was happy with what was going on. I liked who I was. And I had a flash, that let me know, I would get better in the future, in 10 years I wont be in the same mind set. I knew it would get better.
I wish I could find that happyness again. I cant get certain people outta my head, I cant figure out why nothing ever works how it should.Well, how I think it should be.
I`m being emo. And I`m going to regrat it soon, maybe tomorrow, or in a couple days. Damn.
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[30 Dec 2003|02:02pm] |
i have been trying to get ahold of matt. matt, fucking call me bastard, or your not going to the show with me.
i`m tired. and bored. and in a bad mood. i wanna see movies this weekend. well..the weekend is almost done. but fucking girl guides are in the forest, and shannon doesn`t wanna.
i need more friends, and more money. and a better face and hair. cause i feel like crap.
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[27 Dec 2003|03:48pm] |
i cant wait for the msi show. graaaaaawwwwwwwrrr.
I wanna do something this weekend. someone..do..smoething..with me. this weekend.
*cough*
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[24 Dec 2003|05:17pm] |
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The dancers are dancing in my head. My theme song is almot done. I`m ready for my new life now. And too shine a new song through my eyes.
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[23 Dec 2003|06:19pm] |
uhhh.....I dont really have anything to say. And i dont know why i clicked this button...
it would be nice if...i forget.
dammit.
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[22 Dec 2003|08:23pm] |
he takes is off. (something something)
Drunk and free.
My face is stuck, Frozen shut.
Knees are weak. Jealousy.
Feeling suspisious, Strangely delicious.
Soul divide, I can not hide it.
(something...something...)
She knows, I know, we know, that we ..(something something.)
something something.
..is where its at,
Eyes are Sharp, in the dark.
Soul divided, I confied it.
(whisper previous)
(something...something...)
She knows, I know, we know, that we ..(something something.)
then lots of other crap.
I dont care if no one wants to read it. you wont anyway. i`m just putting it here os i wont forget.
Eat me.
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| Never Young |
[22 Dec 2003|08:09pm] |
No one was ever young, No, they never were, No not anyone.
No one was ever young, No, they never were, no not anyone.
There was a time, where good and bad, made no sense at all.
Fresh outta high school, first year of collage.
(something something)
(somethign something) These girls and guys are 18 and "ready"
No one was ever young, No, they never were, No not anyone.
No one was ever young, No, they never were, no not anyone.
(something..something ..something..something...) There is only one first time.
(somethign ..something..) Running around, the (somethign something)
The action gets pretty wild.
No one was ever young, No, they never were, No not anyone.
No one was ever young, No, they never were, no not anyone.
There was a time, where looking back, made no sense at all.
I will never be me again.
There was a time...
its hard writting words to a song thats fuzzy. and going crazy. but its good.
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| silver and gold |
[22 Dec 2003|01:41pm] |
*dances around*
fischerspooners new songs are so fuckin good. t
{this is shannon. katie left this on the screen at some point during the day. we're watching rudolph the red nosed raindeer.
we rule. FAME AND FOOOORTUNE.... yes thats why i came on here.... to find the lyrics to fame and fortune. i'll post them in MY journal. so.... go read it. snicklepuff]
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[20 Dec 2003|04:02pm] |
Heres a little note for marla:
I dont know why you read my journal. If you haven`t checked..we aren`t friends, so dont have me on your friends list. I know your ever so happy with your little life, and all those lame ass friends, who dont have the heart to say they hate you. But just to let you know, when it all comes crashing down, I will be there to laugh at you. Remember the days when you said you would slit your wrists, and you wanted to die? I sure do. Why dont you go back to those ways, and actually follow through with what you said. You are the single most annoying person I have ever met. You need a gold sticker for the middle of your forehead, and a cookie. Maybe even a pat on the back. Then a kick to the head.
I know you will say something about me writing in my journal about you...but you read my journal, and know whats going on. So you should know, I can write whatever the fuck I want.
Thank you.
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[19 Dec 2003|03:49pm] |
Shane is a poser.
I`m bad at hating people. but i honestly do hate you. I`ll show you somehow..some day..maybe tomorrow. or the next day. but i do promise, I hate you.
I also hate my computer connection. I want to download fischerspooner. I mean...come on. I want a few live shows. One says its gunna take 4 hours and 36 mins. and the other one says 1 hour and 45 mins. They are short too. And its not downloading directly to my computer, its just gunna show up. and once i close it. thats it. its done. and gone. this is pathetic, and it makes my tummy hurt.
I want a betetr connection for christmas.
Friday sounds fun. if it happens. I had a dream that i couldn`t make it to gino. it was a fucking annoying dream, cause i just couldn`t find my way there, and i think i was annoyed while dreaming, but i just coulnd`t wake up.
BAH.
I want pizza today. but i`m not going to have any...i also want my film. and i want to go to walmart.
HURRY THE FUCK UP COMPUTER!
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[18 Dec 2003|03:58pm] |
i am nothing. nothing!
i refuse to go to the show on friday sober. i wanna have fun first :(
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[17 Dec 2003|09:12pm] |
My mother spoiled me. cause i was upset.
i got the fischerspooner shoes. i got the big ass white fluffy coat. and i got jeans.
ahh *drools* i feel pretty.
but i`m not pretty.
:(:(:(:(:(
=0(
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